So after Monday's tingly feelings... we went out... had some fun (not that kind of fun) and landed up as friends. I should be ok with that... but I'm just not.
I feel like I've lost something
This isn't about any "him".
I feel like I've lost something more important: a bit of hope, the ability to trust completely, the capacity to love and be loved.
And I really hate how familiar this feeling feels.